As it has been brought to my attention that I am now being sought, the need to leave feels much more important.
I thought I could travel between friends, scrap up enough money and perhaps be on the road by the end of the month, so I thought. I had thought that my initial fear and feeling of a need to get out of state was just something that is commonly felt when someone leaves an abusive relationship, perhaps it was intuition, perhaps it is a common thing.
After speaking with a shelter and informing them of what I had learned today, they are full and can not get me in anywhere close to my current location. I discovered that I am also driving around on expired tags.
I find myself looking back, could he really change, would he really do that now? Perhaps my absence for such a long time has made him realize that what he is doing is not okay, that I am not afraid to do what I need to do for myself. Is it possible that he would seek help to keep us together? Counseling? Anger Management?
I thought I could travel between friends, scrap up enough money and perhaps be on the road by the end of the month, so I thought. I had thought that my initial fear and feeling of a need to get out of state was just something that is commonly felt when someone leaves an abusive relationship, perhaps it was intuition, perhaps it is a common thing.
After speaking with a shelter and informing them of what I had learned today, they are full and can not get me in anywhere close to my current location. I discovered that I am also driving around on expired tags.
I find myself looking back, could he really change, would he really do that now? Perhaps my absence for such a long time has made him realize that what he is doing is not okay, that I am not afraid to do what I need to do for myself. Is it possible that he would seek help to keep us together? Counseling? Anger Management?
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